do you know how it feels like, when your back hurts so much as if there was a huge invissible rock on it?
or, how your throat aches all the time as if the swallowed stone got stuck on the way done?
how your eyes hurts so much as if they were going to fall out?
but the worst of it all, do you know how it hurts so much when your soul has totally fallen apart and is so broken?
these feelings i walk around with all the time.
it doesn't feel so good, i can tell you.
if i had the choice, i would never leave this room i'm sitting in. lying on my bed, crying 'til the sheets are all wet. never going to school, never meet anyone who can hurt me, never do anything that i wouldn't want to do.
but what am i talking about?
i know this never going to happen. no matter how much i want it to.
i hate myself.
i can't believe what i did to you, twice! i'm the most horrible person on earth!
i can't believe what i see in the mirror every morning..
i can't believe who i've become.
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