Wednesday, October 18, 2006

writing too much? '^^

i'm such a fool for you now
you've got me fallen
with you i can feel my existence
my dead body, you revived

i can still not believe it's true
you're mine
without you i'm lost

oh how much i love you, baby
you sweep me off my feet

come, fire up and kiss me
again
feel the desire and take away my breath
again

i want to lay down my hand
on your warm skin
oh, i love it so
when your hand touches my cheeks

impossible, this love can not be real
what have i done to deserve you?
you, so wonderful and sweet
you, so handsome and cool

your mesmerizing eyes
i can't seem to stop look at them
your smile takes me away from reality

my honey, my sweetheart
you must be a dream
please, do not wake me
you're too wonderful to be real
i can't believe you love me
of all people

you saw me when i was invisible
you helped me when i was helpless
you loved me when no-one else would
you put life back into my world

i am eternally thankful to you, my love

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

lean on me

you are wonderful
i can't wait to kiss you again

while i was watching you
i realized something
my life wouldn't have the same meaning
if you weren't in it

come, kiss me again.
show me your love
come, kiss me again.

lean yourself on me
i'll try and make it better
feel free in my company
be yourself with me

don't even try to get through this alone
now that you have me

i know i'm small, but at least i have a big heart
lean on me, i'll try my best

Sunday, October 01, 2006

a small thank you

my life seemed like a long nightmare
a nightmare i fell in love with
all the pain i've felt i loved.
whenever the slightest little feeling of happiness came my way,
i only wanted to remember the pain i've felt even more.

now
these days,
i don't want to feel it.

my stomach had this horrible feeling all the time.
and my soul felt broken. like something had cracked inside me.
whenever i laughed it was fake.
no social life
hiding in my room
crying for hours.
i felt so tired
so lost.

nothing could make me happy
nothing could make me see

now-a-days
i feel nothing.
nothing of the pain i used to feel.
and it leaves an emptiness

and he, who loves me so,
helps me feel something again.
more often and often now
i feel loved
i feel appreciated
i feel happiness

thank you