my life seemed like a long nightmare
a nightmare i fell in love with
all the pain i've felt i loved.
whenever the slightest little feeling of happiness came my way,
i only wanted to remember the pain i've felt even more.
now
these days,
i don't want to feel it.
my stomach had this horrible feeling all the time.
and my soul felt broken. like something had cracked inside me.
whenever i laughed it was fake.
no social life
hiding in my room
crying for hours.
i felt so tired
so lost.
nothing could make me happy
nothing could make me see
now-a-days
i feel nothing.
nothing of the pain i used to feel.
and it leaves an emptiness
and he, who loves me so,
helps me feel something again.
more often and often now
i feel loved
i feel appreciated
i feel happiness
thank you
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